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2014.08/28(Thu)

little thoughts...


A little heavy post...

It has been on my mind the whole day today.
Some people we meet in life are toxic, like dementors!
Sucking away your happiness, drains your emotions and leaves you hopeless~
These creatures should be locked away! At all cost!!

But, I think... I used to be one.
I was, negative, always depressed, neglects the people who care~
I was, paranoid (still am, and changing), always blaming and maybe selfish.

So, people left.
I see them the same, I left too...
I turn them away, making sure I dont see them anymore.
I felt better and better each day.

Until this very day, I've never regretted my choice~
If these people who labeled me toxic didnt walk out of my life, I wouldnt be me.

Through these years, I have made peace with myself~
I know and accept my flaws but I am not all flawed!
If these people who walked away didnt see a point like this,
Then... why should I care that they left?

I learnt from these years of being, hmm, abandoned...
People turn their backs against each other when they deem one as 'different'
Opening your heart to one person doesnt guarantee they treat you the same.
No warranty, sorry~

因利而聚、利尽则散
以利相交者亦不过如此。

I stay firm in my beliefs that those who walked away from me...
Will walk away from each other one day, somehow~
And I am right... Because real friends dont leave!

Everyone will grow to realized the only people who will never walk away,
Are their parents, and if lucky, your soulmate...

Where I have found mine, I need almost no one else.
My soulmate has given me so much positive energy in life, its shocking!
He changed me, my life values, my character and even my life habits!
He is my everything :)

And having the couple of heartwarming friendships (I have four of them)...
None of them walked away when I am in my direst state<3
Overflowing of appreciation~ words cannot express how thankful I am!

Life like this is serenity, like a cup of earl grey tea!
I had come the hard way learning how to love this life...
So would very much treasure the way it is now ♥︎
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