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2011.01/03(Mon)

2011

Hello 3rd day of 2011~


The older i get, the more new year means nothing to me.
my simple resolution is to be healthier and happier... can i?

there are many things on earth deemed best unknown...
to pretend to not see, not hear, to block the pain from coming in.

Yui was never one who managed to have friends, big clique of friends.
I had a great clique of secondary school friends, but i gave up on them
I had a group of fangirls whom initially i loved so much, i still gave up

I'm not sure why...


I think... I'm fine alone.
Loneliness doesnt kill, hurt does, so does betrayal
Only if a delete button for the people whom i wished i never knew exist
Life would be rather peacful... more of perfect!


I do agree, I am problematic...
Probably even mental.


I truly am tired of this life... literally.
suicide is a torture, wont do it because i know i'm loved
but i'm leading a life of a living corspe, meaningless...
Even thou, i have the best boyfriend in the world (imo)
it doent help at all, it doesnt change much


Where should i head to?
What should i do?
How should i start changing my life?


I believe my fate lies on my hands...
there is no god, no spiritual powers, only me.


I need more time to walk out of this.
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