°¦ ♡ MAYO

♡MY PROFILE♡
(under the cut you'll go...)

both my heart and body.

serious, i thought i'm down with influenza.
well, working F&B we dont know where our customers comes from. But no, it's just normal fever. I'm trying to aim for my incentive this month so refused to get an MC from doctor. Hope sleeping whole day and having double dosage helps.

i need my incentive D:

...

I am wondering how much trust will still exists.
I dont trust TRUST in general. If turning back doesnt ensure me trust to still be around then i would rather let it go. And because humans are so fragile, we cant take the second wave of hurt... I would rather drown in the pain now.

I knew this would come.


serves me right.

I've unlocked this blog.
*am prepared for spam comments =X*

Dont think many people are still here, but well, i dont mind.


Life is.. not good.
it's such a long story... i dont know how to explain. But i believe everything will eventually get better. When two person are killing each other slowly, emotionally, every single second... It's all like threading on thin ice. And just one day, everything will simply snap and a part of us will eventually die, feeling no more.

I'm such a complicated person, i've started to think i'm disgusting.
It is possible to feel for two person at the same time. There, it's a statement not a question. But i cant seem to persuade myself far enough to think that i was right because i really did hurt someone and he's bleeding in pain.

Hell.


Who needs to get out of who's life?
It's all blurred right now.


i need painkillers.

Irea, Quin and Yuu:

HELLO! haha. I am worried if i close this down or like throw this away, you guys might not be able to talk to me much (esp quin and yuu) I hesitated for a while and decided to keep this as a communication with you girls! :) My other friends are all in singapore and we're just a call away to update each other about our life~

Because i know, you girls read about my life from this blog<3 But really, i might not reply your comments alot... i do read them! :) Maybe, if you like, you girls can comment on my entry with something about your own life too? If you want to :) Like you know how, sometimes... we just have sudden urge to tell someone about something. I'm always ready to listen and to be updated! :)

OMIYAGE from him<3





I cant imagine a man like him, walk into the department stores and walk over to the counter to chose this present for me. *dies* SO TOUCHED!! *-* It's a crystal bracelet btw. Before he went to japan he asked my what i want as omiyage. But i tolf him anything. even if he pluck some grass, i'll love it too. And so, he said he'll bring STONES back for me. LOL~ MY STONES! kirakira stones! X))

I CAN DIE. the expression<3
and the hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrar! LOL~

I've decided to close this blog down.

Maybe not close close. But i'm just gonna leave it here, dont intend to touch this anymore. Firstly, there's too many people here whom i really start to think otherwise of and would mind very veyr much about them reading my post (dont worry, not you -Quin, Yuu and Irea chan-) because i feel our friendships draining away... And these people has became so much lie strangers...

Secondly, it's getting meaningless to blog.
Though, i would continue to fangirl over shoon!! secretly? X)


I might have a blog out there somewhere to rant on stupid things that people think i'm constantly thinking about. Or just simply ranting about work, the biasness, the stupid fake japanese people... Or just simply about YOU. *evil laughs* Yah, I am so anal. SO?

All in all.
i'm throwing this away. Bye all.

Today work was hectic.

VERY.VERY.VERY.BUSY.
because we were lack of staff. And big boss came for yakiniku, we had to send one of the staff up because HE DONT LIKE HIM. And then... all thanks to the sukebe, when mama said not her he chose to call her down... MADE MY DAY SO HECTIC!

WIN...
Someone needed sapporo jug but the barrel outside's gone. So i helped them to get a full jug from the counter... Half way thru, it's gone too. AND THEN, i went upstairs to get a new jug from lily jie... she OFFERED to help me make one jug while i rest and drink some water... half way thru! IT WENT EMPTY TOO!! I would never believe i could get SO LUCKY. X)))

WIN. sunny reminded me to MUST blog about this.
LOL~

Afterwork, i am so hungry i can swallow 2 cows. Went to Xing Wang with meimei and choochoo and i ate one whole plate of VEGGIE! Plus a Black Pepper Pork Spaghetti<3 Hoho... Then we were talking about facebook... LOL! Now lee choo is addicted to sorority life! XDD

HYAKUSHIKI!

Yesterday's theme was LAW! Shoon! LAW! shoon! lol... i'm so excited to watch that. Still downloading thou<3 I'm so out of the fandom recently DDD: I wanna come back! X))