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yossss!
another day of work went by...
and another bitching session too :)))) Today, there is alot to bitch about. It's officially the first week by joanne. And we were happily bitching about everything :)) Okays, not so much of bitching, we did bitch alot about the seniors but we're commenting and sighing to the way they work.
I realise one new thing today.
When customer tell you they have a bottle, you are suppose to ASK THE CUSTOMER WHAT BOTLLE IS THAT. like, hello? I pay money to remember what i drink? Ain't we suppose to remember for our customer? Why do we have to ask? Should we have a record of the shochus? Why do we not have?
hahaha... it's all unknown.
But definetly something i want to talk about to senior tomorrow :)
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can see the lashes? :))))
I think it makes the eye look bigger, like it looks more double-eyelid-ed X)) I'm single eyelid btw :) And i'm starting to really love them! hahaha! It's really less stressful for my eye. Normally after removing my mascarra, my eye feel very sore but after peeling off the fake lashes i feel pretty normal on the eyelid~ NICE :)))) i like :)
MY lovely granny... visited me yesterday morning and we had a botching session about my mum. LOL! Family affairs... sad. X)
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I'm happy today, because i served japanese... I was so excited when i see 4 groups of them in kazu today! Totally best of all the days i'd worked :)) But i guess it was a bad day for joanne and ning... i dont know exact but i hear loads going on out there. I learnt my lesson already and i know better then leaving my station and lend a helping hand. So i stayed where i am and listen.... XD
hais....
ONE FISH ONE DAY! ganbarimasuuuu~
and another bitching session too :)))) Today, there is alot to bitch about. It's officially the first week by joanne. And we were happily bitching about everything :)) Okays, not so much of bitching, we did bitch alot about the seniors but we're commenting and sighing to the way they work.
I realise one new thing today.
When customer tell you they have a bottle, you are suppose to ASK THE CUSTOMER WHAT BOTLLE IS THAT. like, hello? I pay money to remember what i drink? Ain't we suppose to remember for our customer? Why do we have to ask? Should we have a record of the shochus? Why do we not have?
hahaha... it's all unknown.
But definetly something i want to talk about to senior tomorrow :)
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can see the lashes? :))))
I think it makes the eye look bigger, like it looks more double-eyelid-ed X)) I'm single eyelid btw :) And i'm starting to really love them! hahaha! It's really less stressful for my eye. Normally after removing my mascarra, my eye feel very sore but after peeling off the fake lashes i feel pretty normal on the eyelid~ NICE :)))) i like :)
MY lovely granny... visited me yesterday morning and we had a botching session about my mum. LOL! Family affairs... sad. X)
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I'm happy today, because i served japanese... I was so excited when i see 4 groups of them in kazu today! Totally best of all the days i'd worked :)) But i guess it was a bad day for joanne and ning... i dont know exact but i hear loads going on out there. I learnt my lesson already and i know better then leaving my station and lend a helping hand. So i stayed where i am and listen.... XD
hais....
ONE FISH ONE DAY! ganbarimasuuuu~
shoppings!
First, i wanna scream...
INSOMNIA! please go away. I have been sleeping at 8/9am these days. And it's hell if i had to wake up early to go somewhere or do something. I am damn tired my brain seems to have stopped while i was at work just now DD: But i had to complete the document translation for my guy's PR application and check out some website... So, i am here... :)
and YES! i did shoppings today.
finally, after i get CASH$$ because kazu pays cheque and i can only get cash on hand from DBS, it's not crossed. I actually got the cheque last friday... hehe. And i had the need to buy things :)) Bought my facial foam, my make-up remover and cosmetics in plaza singapura's SASA...
and then, i was digging CHEAP fake eyelashes. Can you believe i only spent SGD$15 on this set here? It's a fake eyelash applicator (SGD$6.00) and beside it in the bigger box it's the fake bottom lashes!! BOTTOM LASHES, 5 pairs and only SGD$7.90! *grins* I'm running out of fake lashes too so i bought 2 pairs in that smaller box and it's only $4.90! Cheap bargins. And i actually think fake lashes are ALL the same, why do i need to buy those that are $8.90 PER PAIR? XD
then i proceeded to DAISO!
and here is the looooots! :)))
NEW SCRUNCHY! and two ribbons, two hair pin for make-up use... :)
and adding everything up onto my dressing table... It looks like this now! XD When you look into my room from the window outside, it looks 101% girly~
seeeee? :)))
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Work wise...
Everything is getting better, like secretly me and joanne has been turning all the shoyu back into the correct position and those people are too busy to actually take notice of such little things. But still, i am happy because we succeeded in changing ONE incorrect japanese dining manners back into the correct one. And, i start to feel like i belong there...
which, i am upset that i started feeling drifted apart from my dearest tamaya. Like the people whom once i felt so much like my family are not already and i'm starting to accept new people in my life. But i understand this is life... yeah.
ONE FISH ONE DAY! ganbarimasu! :))
INSOMNIA! please go away. I have been sleeping at 8/9am these days. And it's hell if i had to wake up early to go somewhere or do something. I am damn tired my brain seems to have stopped while i was at work just now DD: But i had to complete the document translation for my guy's PR application and check out some website... So, i am here... :)
and YES! i did shoppings today.
finally, after i get CASH$$ because kazu pays cheque and i can only get cash on hand from DBS, it's not crossed. I actually got the cheque last friday... hehe. And i had the need to buy things :)) Bought my facial foam, my make-up remover and cosmetics in plaza singapura's SASA...
and then, i was digging CHEAP fake eyelashes. Can you believe i only spent SGD$15 on this set here? It's a fake eyelash applicator (SGD$6.00) and beside it in the bigger box it's the fake bottom lashes!! BOTTOM LASHES, 5 pairs and only SGD$7.90! *grins* I'm running out of fake lashes too so i bought 2 pairs in that smaller box and it's only $4.90! Cheap bargins. And i actually think fake lashes are ALL the same, why do i need to buy those that are $8.90 PER PAIR? XD
then i proceeded to DAISO!
and here is the looooots! :)))
NEW SCRUNCHY! and two ribbons, two hair pin for make-up use... :)
and adding everything up onto my dressing table... It looks like this now! XD When you look into my room from the window outside, it looks 101% girly~
seeeee? :)))
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Work wise...
Everything is getting better, like secretly me and joanne has been turning all the shoyu back into the correct position and those people are too busy to actually take notice of such little things. But still, i am happy because we succeeded in changing ONE incorrect japanese dining manners back into the correct one. And, i start to feel like i belong there...
which, i am upset that i started feeling drifted apart from my dearest tamaya. Like the people whom once i felt so much like my family are not already and i'm starting to accept new people in my life. But i understand this is life... yeah.
ONE FISH ONE DAY! ganbarimasu! :))
It's my off day today...
and i'm at home D: Playing games in face book.
initially we should be going out for dinner but he hasnt call yet. *sighs* Because he went out drinking until late last night, not for leisure but for work DD: And that is why i feel so down... If it's for leisure i dont mind, i'll let him go as long as he is happy. But in this case, for work... I understand that he has these responsibilities and the need to entertain those people at work because of his position. I understand i have to give in, i understand but i'm reluctant... i just want more time alone with him especially when it's both our off day but work always has to be in the way...
but i NEED to understand and give in.
NEED TO.
D:
and i'm at home D: Playing games in face book.
initially we should be going out for dinner but he hasnt call yet. *sighs* Because he went out drinking until late last night, not for leisure but for work DD: And that is why i feel so down... If it's for leisure i dont mind, i'll let him go as long as he is happy. But in this case, for work... I understand that he has these responsibilities and the need to entertain those people at work because of his position. I understand i have to give in, i understand but i'm reluctant... i just want more time alone with him especially when it's both our off day but work always has to be in the way...
but i NEED to understand and give in.
NEED TO.
D:
updatesss :)
I'm here!
I need to squeal. MAJOR NEED.
On wednesday, MR KEVIN CHENG (郑嘉颖) came to Kazu with BEN YEO (and family) for dinner! And god, he is so so so so damn attractive! SERIOUS! *deadededed* I mean kevin cheng not ben yeo :)) Thou, ben yeo's baby son is really cute too :) The point is, mr kevin actually did a poliet smile at me at the end because i said arigatou gozaimasu to him. *MELTS* Really... For people who dont know who he is...
THIS IS HIM! :))))
I cant believe he is already 40 years old. Mans, i never thought much about this question "Which celebrity do you want to have a one night stand with" Because i dont fantasize about celebs, serious, not even shoon and i mean it. When i talk about shoon and bed together, the mental image always stops there and no more... But then... after meeting this person, i think i found my answer.
YES! he is THAT VERY attractive! :)))
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And ohh, Joanne started work with me! Yay yay! We're working together again! And i'm happy to find someone who can understand what i am going through. I hope, even if it's very very minimal, that we could both slowly slowly try and change them and make it a better place. Really, good food SHOULD go with good service! :)
Speaking of which! There is this group of ridiculous customers, locals, who ordered SHOCHU but throughout their whole dining experience with us, insisted that they are drinking SAKE. For heaven's sake, not that we dont want to educate them but the fact that SHOCHU is spirits doesnt even get into their head even thou i explained. They insist they are right, it's SAKE not SHOCHU. damn. wasted. i feel so fed up i wanna cry, serious. something like this happens EVERYDAY!
and this is a bitching session after so much nonsense! haha! Joanne sure has something to say about the eyes... lol. She wore contact lenses that makes her look like she've got eyes! XDDDD I want it too... but i scare D:
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NEW SCRUNCHIES!!!! :) From a nearby market place! hehe. The blue one is soooooooo JAPAN! but it's very expensive too, SGD$4.50 in a marketplace. That is like i can buy 3 normal SG-looking scrunchies, ermms do i make sense? XD The yellow-pink one is cheaper, only SGD$1.90 and i actually had seen the exact same thing in Japan when i was there this march :)))
this is random, i just wanna take a photo of them because i made the decos myself :) And since i took photo of them, i shall post them! It's my PSP and my small mirror :))
and more of my DIY :)))) in my puricho<3
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That's all for now... And i found my new motivation at work! Which is, to be able to sell at least ONE fish a day! Not easy ok, dont laugh... X) And seriously, kazu san is really so nice to me, he knew from my working attitude that how lost i was feeling. So he came and talked to me last tuesday night after work and actually made me feel better. To show appreciation to such a good boss, i know i could only work harder!
so, ganbarimaSHOON! :)))
I need to squeal. MAJOR NEED.
On wednesday, MR KEVIN CHENG (郑嘉颖) came to Kazu with BEN YEO (and family) for dinner! And god, he is so so so so damn attractive! SERIOUS! *deadededed* I mean kevin cheng not ben yeo :)) Thou, ben yeo's baby son is really cute too :) The point is, mr kevin actually did a poliet smile at me at the end because i said arigatou gozaimasu to him. *MELTS* Really... For people who dont know who he is...
THIS IS HIM! :))))
I cant believe he is already 40 years old. Mans, i never thought much about this question "Which celebrity do you want to have a one night stand with" Because i dont fantasize about celebs, serious, not even shoon and i mean it. When i talk about shoon and bed together, the mental image always stops there and no more... But then... after meeting this person, i think i found my answer.
YES! he is THAT VERY attractive! :)))
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And ohh, Joanne started work with me! Yay yay! We're working together again! And i'm happy to find someone who can understand what i am going through. I hope, even if it's very very minimal, that we could both slowly slowly try and change them and make it a better place. Really, good food SHOULD go with good service! :)
Speaking of which! There is this group of ridiculous customers, locals, who ordered SHOCHU but throughout their whole dining experience with us, insisted that they are drinking SAKE. For heaven's sake, not that we dont want to educate them but the fact that SHOCHU is spirits doesnt even get into their head even thou i explained. They insist they are right, it's SAKE not SHOCHU. damn. wasted. i feel so fed up i wanna cry, serious. something like this happens EVERYDAY!
and this is a bitching session after so much nonsense! haha! Joanne sure has something to say about the eyes... lol. She wore contact lenses that makes her look like she've got eyes! XDDDD I want it too... but i scare D:
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NEW SCRUNCHIES!!!! :) From a nearby market place! hehe. The blue one is soooooooo JAPAN! but it's very expensive too, SGD$4.50 in a marketplace. That is like i can buy 3 normal SG-looking scrunchies, ermms do i make sense? XD The yellow-pink one is cheaper, only SGD$1.90 and i actually had seen the exact same thing in Japan when i was there this march :)))
this is random, i just wanna take a photo of them because i made the decos myself :) And since i took photo of them, i shall post them! It's my PSP and my small mirror :))
and more of my DIY :)))) in my puricho<3
---
That's all for now... And i found my new motivation at work! Which is, to be able to sell at least ONE fish a day! Not easy ok, dont laugh... X) And seriously, kazu san is really so nice to me, he knew from my working attitude that how lost i was feeling. So he came and talked to me last tuesday night after work and actually made me feel better. To show appreciation to such a good boss, i know i could only work harder!
so, ganbarimaSHOON! :)))
HOME~
Very very upset.
Serious, i walked past tamaya last night with rika chan and saw the shocking sight. Then i heard bits from rika and then more from yinmon this morning when she called me to ask about the tips.
It's like... giving half of my home to complete strangers. I'm so terribly shocked that i had to call karen san in the middle of the night to find someone who loves tamaya as much as i do to whine over this... MY TAMAYA DDDD: Even i feel so, i can't imagine how rinako feels and is going through now, she must haven been crying i believe.
arghhhh. Hate that asshole...
Serious, i walked past tamaya last night with rika chan and saw the shocking sight. Then i heard bits from rika and then more from yinmon this morning when she called me to ask about the tips.
It's like... giving half of my home to complete strangers. I'm so terribly shocked that i had to call karen san in the middle of the night to find someone who loves tamaya as much as i do to whine over this... MY TAMAYA DDDD: Even i feel so, i can't imagine how rinako feels and is going through now, she must haven been crying i believe.
arghhhh. Hate that asshole...
Happy days in tamaya...
Yeah... The link above is my old blog post, a few post during the time when i first joined tamaya... I was such a happy person. Enjoying learning in tamaya. Hmmm... and everything had to change. I really love tamaya, somehow.... i hope i can convince at least Rinako san about this fact. I really did not leave tamaya for kazu. I really found kazu after i left tamaya by coincidence.
And right now i really couldnt get use to kazu's style though i do get to learn alot of seasonal food and it's a priceless knowledge that would help me so much in the future if i am gonna continue surviving in F&B industry. But... the serving style... If a shop is over busy to the extend that settings can be allow to be messy, ocha cups are allowed to be empty, plates are allowed to be dirty, shochus are allowed to be done by customers themselves, billings process for customers are allowed to be waited for at least 15mins...
Where is the SERVICE?
Why do we charge the 10% service charge?
I do not know anymore...
Kazu san is really really nice to me. His different attitude is too obvious and everyone knows kazu san likes me alot... I'm trying my best to help him but i'm not sure anymore if my service for the restaurant is what he needs for the restaurant. Or simply he needs me to be like them, which i dont want to... Really, i dont just want to serve food blindly to the customers. Especially when it's all locals, they dont know how to appreciate japanese food, they complain about the taste when they dont understand etc etc...
Meaningless isnt it?
This... is not what i really want D:
Yeah... The link above is my old blog post, a few post during the time when i first joined tamaya... I was such a happy person. Enjoying learning in tamaya. Hmmm... and everything had to change. I really love tamaya, somehow.... i hope i can convince at least Rinako san about this fact. I really did not leave tamaya for kazu. I really found kazu after i left tamaya by coincidence.
And right now i really couldnt get use to kazu's style though i do get to learn alot of seasonal food and it's a priceless knowledge that would help me so much in the future if i am gonna continue surviving in F&B industry. But... the serving style... If a shop is over busy to the extend that settings can be allow to be messy, ocha cups are allowed to be empty, plates are allowed to be dirty, shochus are allowed to be done by customers themselves, billings process for customers are allowed to be waited for at least 15mins...
Where is the SERVICE?
Why do we charge the 10% service charge?
I do not know anymore...
Kazu san is really really nice to me. His different attitude is too obvious and everyone knows kazu san likes me alot... I'm trying my best to help him but i'm not sure anymore if my service for the restaurant is what he needs for the restaurant. Or simply he needs me to be like them, which i dont want to... Really, i dont just want to serve food blindly to the customers. Especially when it's all locals, they dont know how to appreciate japanese food, they complain about the taste when they dont understand etc etc...
Meaningless isnt it?
This... is not what i really want D:
妥協
你 總愛編織謊言 我 負責配合表演
所有改變 只為了進入你的世界
這情節 重複了一百遍 才發現 是你的心太野
你 劃定楚河漢界 我 不能輕易犯規
所有時間 都是先給了你優先權
不自覺 愛到不敢冒險 成了你的傀儡一年兩年
才看見我有多狼狽
愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解 綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演 我好累 愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒 我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一個人睡 我不想再為你掉淚
我了解不會變不在徘徊 開始自己的明天
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I dont really like her, but this song is really nice. I loved the melody the first time i heard this song then i fell in love with lyrics because it fits my situation alot. Then... i realised the melody is by real from F.I.R! My idol<3 LOL! His tunes are forever so niceeeeee!
MY QUEEN :)
Preeeeeetttttyyyy! *dies*
Lovely! This is what i call singing, she sings so beautifully~ *hearts* I love this song! And look at her dress! The whole screen looks so pretty at 4:19! And the lyrics is great... i love these lines:
泣きたいだけ泣いてもいい? 涙枯れてしまう位
大声で叫んでもいい? 声が枯れてしまう位
Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away
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D is for DEPRESS
Yeah, i'm a bit depressed today.
All because of a very very high EQ person in Kazu... First, he was insulting me and my relationship with my boyfriend last night which i could close one eye to because i know that it's not easy for people to understand. I dont need to explain to him either so i just kept quiet.
But today... he got worse. Adding onto the insults (Yes, he still continues) of my boyfriend, he insulted TAMAYA and there goes my temper. But you know, even though i did some personal attacks on him and made him feel worse too. I couldnt help but feel angry and helpless because whatever he said was so true. I had to run to the toilet 3 times and wipe off my tears before i was ready to act normal... Here is the conversation
H = him
Y= yui
H: how is buisness at your previous workplace? Busy?
Y: Erms, not really as compared to here but we do get busy at least 2/3 days a week.
H: Like that call busy meh? Aiyah, you know why? Too many japanese people there mah, so many japanese chef and manager for what? Japanese no good, all useless one.
Y: Excuse me, can you have some respect for them? You're working in a japanese restaurant and the one who pays you salary is a japanese ok.
H: Come on, how good are they?
Y *am very very pissed because he is so rude* If nothing is good about them, you might as well pack your bag and go back to china to be a head chef? (PS: he said yesterday night that my bf being a chef in a restaurant is nothing big because he at the age of 21 now can also become a head chef in china) All your skill you learn here is from a japanese and you have the cheeks to say this, dont learn from japanese lah~ I dont believe a person with only 3 years experience of jap cuisine can be a head chef ANYWHERE and does GOOD FOOD.
H: I am just saying... your previous place got no business either THE FOOD IS LOUSY or THE SERVICE IS LOUSY. If one of it is super good, there is surely loads of customers.
Y: yah lah, you know everything in the world lah.
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ANGRY. PISSED.
but true... I know we could improve more on the food, cause we used to taste much much better. We could have provided better service if everyone is self-disciplined enough to have the sincerity in taking care of the customers. I know what he said was true, but i cant help to feel angry... I'm angry with myself, not being able to defend tamaya more. I really love tamaya, it hurts to hear all these.
Mouuuuuuu! DDD:
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Anyway, i bought a new srunchyyyy!
Can see? It's leopard PRINGS! lol... And the same material as one of my sexy leopard underwear! hahahaha! I love it, the scrunchy i mean but it's too small! I lost my big cream color one that i bought in japan, what's more... It's lace! D: It went missing in TAMAYA's toilet. I suspect it's in the rubbish bin D: SAD, i loved it so much, it's big enough to hide my extra hairs when i tie the odango hair!! This is too small D: Someone get a BIG scrunchy from japan for me?
and a new runber band!! It's the free gift from a magazine that rika chan bought. She kept the pouch and gave me the rubber band! Ureshiiiiiii~! :)) Sankyuu darling! She said i need it more then she doesnt so gave it to me :) Hehe...
All because of a very very high EQ person in Kazu... First, he was insulting me and my relationship with my boyfriend last night which i could close one eye to because i know that it's not easy for people to understand. I dont need to explain to him either so i just kept quiet.
But today... he got worse. Adding onto the insults (Yes, he still continues) of my boyfriend, he insulted TAMAYA and there goes my temper. But you know, even though i did some personal attacks on him and made him feel worse too. I couldnt help but feel angry and helpless because whatever he said was so true. I had to run to the toilet 3 times and wipe off my tears before i was ready to act normal... Here is the conversation
H = him
Y= yui
H: how is buisness at your previous workplace? Busy?
Y: Erms, not really as compared to here but we do get busy at least 2/3 days a week.
H: Like that call busy meh? Aiyah, you know why? Too many japanese people there mah, so many japanese chef and manager for what? Japanese no good, all useless one.
Y: Excuse me, can you have some respect for them? You're working in a japanese restaurant and the one who pays you salary is a japanese ok.
H: Come on, how good are they?
Y *am very very pissed because he is so rude* If nothing is good about them, you might as well pack your bag and go back to china to be a head chef? (PS: he said yesterday night that my bf being a chef in a restaurant is nothing big because he at the age of 21 now can also become a head chef in china) All your skill you learn here is from a japanese and you have the cheeks to say this, dont learn from japanese lah~ I dont believe a person with only 3 years experience of jap cuisine can be a head chef ANYWHERE and does GOOD FOOD.
H: I am just saying... your previous place got no business either THE FOOD IS LOUSY or THE SERVICE IS LOUSY. If one of it is super good, there is surely loads of customers.
Y: yah lah, you know everything in the world lah.
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ANGRY. PISSED.
but true... I know we could improve more on the food, cause we used to taste much much better. We could have provided better service if everyone is self-disciplined enough to have the sincerity in taking care of the customers. I know what he said was true, but i cant help to feel angry... I'm angry with myself, not being able to defend tamaya more. I really love tamaya, it hurts to hear all these.
Mouuuuuuu! DDD:
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Anyway, i bought a new srunchyyyy!
Can see? It's leopard PRINGS! lol... And the same material as one of my sexy leopard underwear! hahahaha! I love it, the scrunchy i mean but it's too small! I lost my big cream color one that i bought in japan, what's more... It's lace! D: It went missing in TAMAYA's toilet. I suspect it's in the rubbish bin D: SAD, i loved it so much, it's big enough to hide my extra hairs when i tie the odango hair!! This is too small D: Someone get a BIG scrunchy from japan for me?
and a new runber band!! It's the free gift from a magazine that rika chan bought. She kept the pouch and gave me the rubber band! Ureshiiiiiii~! :)) Sankyuu darling! She said i need it more then she doesnt so gave it to me :) Hehe...
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